Its getting faster, moving faster now, its getting out of hand. [07 Aug 2009|11:46pm] [ music | Joy division ] Wow Its coming back right now, not fast enough, how long will it take, i hope in another 32 weeks im laughing at myself for being a whiney bitch. i need more confidence, more arogance, more ego, more something, where do i get it? have i ever had it to begin with? , Do i really even need it? post comment

Dont fall down now, You will never get up [26 Dec 2008|07:24pm] [ music | REST MY CHEMISTRY ] I love what i do, and im the best there is at what i do, i was taught to be humble by a wise man , but i think he would appreciate the confidence i have vested in myself. I just need to keep it steady, and it will be ok. someday i will be better than the best, i will create a legacy, i will make my dreams come true , the ones i hold onto, the ones i never ever forget no matter how tuff times get or how low my confidence falls. I AM DESTINED FOR GREATNESS post comment

4 month block [15 Dec 2008|09:35pm] [ mood | drunk ] [ music | fOX nEWS covERAGE ] denver weather is here, we had a really nice year so far so i cant complain. The snow has been rather tardy this year. Family, is spectacular. Work is slow buuuut, worth sticking around. I find that i am now fairly antisocial, borderlining on a bit reclusive. This does not bother me though, it is kinda nice just setteling down and relaxing. I have gained some of weight though wich is a direct result of my new attitude, again i dont mind, the wife however does, i have been trying to tell her that my bear folds will just keep her warmer in the winter, she doesnt beleive me. I WILL FIX YOUR PIPES AND CLEAR YOUR DRAINS so the bitch got osborned, i honestly did not see that coming, i knew it was her but i did not think she would get taken down like that. but than there is this............... goodnight. 1 comment|post comment

i knew it was her about a year ago but even the guy wouldnt listin [12 Jul 2008|12:02am] god fukkking dammmit i just want to scream like that one vidiooe with the jackson siblings in space no one can hear you scream so i guess im fuckked anyways. i need tyo get this shit togather , and i need to hold it down, i have done it before but i cant do it now what the fukk. I AM SO PROUD AND IN LOVE WITH MY SON he is like the drive train to my hemi but for some reason the gas just65 wont take STOP BIENG A HYPOCRYTE post comment

Another M.C. loose his life tonight [16 Jun 2008|06:54pm] R.I.P. boss you will always be remembered Today is dead season. I am in good spirits, i think everything is as it should be right now, i cant really complain about anything, wich is what i usauly do with my journal. Frank is so strong. I want to pick up a new hobby, it should be real easy to do if i drop a few habbits. Robotics! post comment

Rant Session [25 Apr 2008|11:08pm] i dont think i spelt session right! reasons to improve myself skills being wasted. what are you doing back here man? where are you non slip shoes? well they are supposed to be all black. you cant take that yet... Only a quarter of what i should be making. no freinds, small love, no sex, bad kitty, small home, smelly truck, bad eyes. things to be gratefull of intelligent, handsome, strong, and noble Frank swiftness skill investments in tools, knowledge and experience good haircut, finally new grill make you smile with my animal magnitism. Not enough to feed my girl 2 comments|post comment

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When it comes to gettin bread I got the keys to the bakery [14 Apr 2008|10:46pm] [ music | Three 6 Mafia ] I will see how this first run goes, i want to make some damn money already Two days ago I bought a awesome new grill, its fukking sweet with chrome and wheels and it folds and collapses like a damn transformer and everything, anyways i come home from work today and there is a notice on my door, it says i cant have this grill cuz its essentially in the fire depts words "too manly" i can have a 1 Lb. cylender propane grill but not the one i just dropped all this money on. This is precisly why apts. suck. FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU watch me eat barbq and other finely prepared grilled dinners untill my lease is up. Booyaa post comment

secret wars [10 Apr 2008|11:35pm] this is what happened in denver today very pretty. very peacefull. i wan to dance,until i dryheave. jim shooters writting and plots are very entertaining, i cant beleive i didnt get it sooner. I have been noticing lately there are alot more fanboys out there than i thought, either they are all starting to come out of the closet or something is generating more intrest than normal, either way the invasion has begun. i miss az, and i kinda miss the heat a little, just a little,, ill change my mind when denvers summer arrives. CHEREE DOESNT LIKE IT! post comment

[05 Apr 2008|10:59am] AHHHHHHHHHHHHH so frusterated, stop doin that, it is getting old and depressing the fuck out of me. post comment

waitaminute muthafuckaas [03 Apr 2008|03:07pm] Franklin Days I have alot to do and im not so motivated lately wich brings up a problem as i have alot to do. I think its more like intimidation rather that lack of motivation actually combined with a little lazyness. I wanna be a baller, i gatta just get up and hustle. My transport needs attention. It will break down soon. We call him rotor rooter, slash plumber, cash runner, and he fine on them computers, log out. post comment

Its A family affair [28 Mar 2008|04:27pm] [ music | Bone Thugs in Harmony ] wake up wake up wake up so get up get up get up new internet sevice = more posts "plus ce change, plus ce meme chose" xaviar post comment

you know what its is [29 Aug 2007|03:51pm] Iron Man is soooooo fukked. i havnt posted in almost 1 year, there is alot of juicy stuff that has been left out but its okay the most important noteworthy event of my life that has since occured would be the arrival of my son. He is not here yet... but 1 month to go, and the world will never be the same. FRANKLIN SCOTT HUBER is the name of your future deiti. i cant wait any longer i wish i could break her water right now. so the whys and wherefores are being saved for another time. But i will say he was actually concieved in phx my home town on a maytag clothesdryer. i cant wait to tell him that. I doo miss my journal and wish i had kept up with it a little better, o well. 2 comments|post comment

I hear that train a coming, Its rolling round the bend. [20 Oct 2006|07:06pm] Some day i will come back. i will be moving to denver in one week, and am very anxious. i want to go back to school i want to pheonix my production company i want to be with my girlfriend i want to live up to all these expectations and right now i am not, i know i can be doing better. There is nothing wrong with with where i am right now but it is not enugh for me, i can excell, i can grow, i can succed more than i ever had. I choose to do this right now becuase the motivation flows throw me like a new vaccine which was injected into me recently. The opportunity is here right now and i have decided to take it. i hope i go through with all of this i know i can but sometimes things dont work out exactly as planned, but no matter what, it all happens for a reason. FATE. i will see in six months how it is all working out and i will go from there. I AM GOING TO FUCCKING MISS BRECKENRIDGE SOO MUCH. post comment

pass me a botlle of that bombay cuz i hate when it feels like a monday [02 Oct 2006|08:29pm] damn, sorry journal for that mysterious 3 month gap in your continuity, it is still good to have you for those times when i feel the need to just talk to myself. I think i am getting good, sooooo good it is comfortable, wich i know is not a good feeling cuz thats when you fuck up! Maybe i am going in the wrong direction, My father tells me so but i just dont know. \ Im crushed.......... I light my fire They blow it out When do i get my day? post comment

pastdue update [08 Jul 2006|12:42pm] [ mood | contemplative ] [ music | Ice Cube; Today Was A Good Day. ] alot of questions in this one yes? i dont use this thing to much very often, i think its cuz jenn is hotter than a livejournal anyday. but i still need to keep it up, i cant wait to read all this shit in like 8 years. If that is i make it another 24 hrs. If he says that shit again i need to make a stand, and do the right thing. I give soo much and i get back very little, it is time for things to change, i will change them on my part but can they? Do i deserve what im getting or do i deserve more. Theese are the times i wish i stayed in lawschool. I cant wait to see the bandits, and better yet i cant wait to see my weomen and my freinds. IT WILL BE TOO HOT. my girlfriend is the best lover i have ever had, often i am wondering how she feels i constantly question myself regarding my end of the deal, has it been better, do most ponder this? paranoia and gultyness is getting in the way more common than not and i need to get rid of theese feelings and just relax. But really last night was awesome....... i cant wait till vacation.\ i get to my stash tommorow, i am stoked, i just need to get a subscription already i have a po box finally and i still aint got no flow coming in. comics are almost better than anything, will i ever grow up? as for all else life is life work is work love is love being very monotone and unbiased towards my real feelings helps me deal with them a little better. we shall see what develops in another month., 1 comment|post comment

excuse the bitchin, i shouldnt complain [04 Jun 2006|12:58am] IM OUT i am alive and breathing buuuuttt the suns lost my girl is ignoring me my mother only calls when shes crunk and i need a haircut so fukking bad i cant even go out in public to get one! all this whinning just means im bored, i guess. Im ganna get a second job,. maybe i will go to church tommorow to attone for my sins 1 comment|post comment

[29 May 2006|02:01pm] i am having issues 4 comments|post comment

THE KING OF SKA [28 May 2006|07:17pm] Rest in Peace Desmond Adolphus Dacres i will always be listening post comment

[25 May 2006|11:38am] Last Night was the best night ive had all year long! so far......... post comment

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